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[11 Aug 2005|11:35pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Lifehouse- You and Me ] hooooooooooooolllllllllyyyy efffffff. i haven't updated this ho in SO LONG! hmmm...what in the heck has happened that is worth talking about? lets see... Well, yesterday we got like, 20 measures of field show music. its actually really cool, despite it's name, "the white whale." hahah ya, i know. and it's not difficult but for some reason yesterday was a horrible day for me. i guess i can blame it on the fact that i only had 2 hours of sleep, but even still..it was so bad. i couldn't think at all. i could bairly keep my eyes open, let alone learn music. it wasn't even hard. i was having issues with the rythms and buddy was trying to help me but he was all up in my bidness and it was making me nervous, so it was even harder. i don't know i just work better with myself and not someone else there pressuring me to get it right, although i appreciated the fact that he was trying to help me in the first place. so anyway i feel like a crappy section leader. like..i can't yell at the other kids to get their music right, if i can't even play mine, you know? i faillllll ahhhhh. hopefully it was just an off-sort of day and next week will be alot better. and SO! i've stayed up on the phone every friggin night for like the past 2 weeks talking on the phone. it's usually to cammeron, who mind you, thinks its super cute to call me at 2am every night, but sometimes u get your occasional nicole or byron. hahaha byron and i talked for a long time yesterday and we both got to thinking about aloooot of crap. it was crazy. and me and cammie usually just sit there singing, and then he yells at me because the sound delay drives him insane. but whatevaaaaaaa. and today, i slept till like, 2 and just sat around and ate cereal and what not. thats the life, let me tell you. well i'm outttt..i guess ill go make a phone call. =) post comment

uuuuuuuugh [31 Jul 2005|04:17pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Kutless ] So yesterday was so so so fun, but at the same time kind of crappy. First, I went to ashleys house in the morning and we watched saved by the bell, and of course, oogled zack. dang hes a hottie. anyway, we watched that for a while and then wesley came over and him and i watched mtv2 AKA bet, and we were kind of angry. but we were groooovin to snoop dog and pdiddy and all that jazz. then we watched pimp my ride for a while and wondered what the catch to that show is considering they spend like $$230942349 on peoples cars "free of charge." but whatever. OFF TO THE BEACHHHHHHH. so charlene and i were driving to the beach and ash and wes went and bought crap and charlene and i were sitting around for 2 hours before they showed up. ((i wonder where they were... =])) and so me and charwane went in the water and almost died of shock cuz it was so freaking cold. i was scraping salt out of my hair, thats how salty it was. K, i like salt but i dont like it that much. then finally ash//wes show up and we was all chilllinnnnn. you know how we do. haha ew and we played in the water. i didnt as much tho cuz i was scared of the jellyfish. SHUTUP!!!!!! and then ppl FINALLY started showing up at like 4. so since i was there since 12, and it was already 4 and 3042934 degrees outside i was slightly cranky. w so we just sat there and "sun bathed" for a while and i got a nice crispy golden tan. OOPS JUST KIDDING I ACTUALLY FRIED AND IT LOOKS LIKE IM WEARING RED STOCKINGS.((thanks cammie)). speaking of cammie him and i had uncontrollable laughter like the entire time and we couldnt shutup. i dont know why. and so since boys are stupid they kept putting rocks n things on the train tracks then complaining that it was going to "derail" it. im like your ugly. so by the time it got dark, we were playing with the fire and such. brandon showed up with like huuuuuuuge pallets of wood and we used those and the fire got HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE and we almost died a few times. oh i forgot to mention the part where ashley bashed her face in and had a big bump on her forehead. haha omg NUBS!!!!!<3 then we all left to go to stephanies house, but i didnt even want to go near a spa because i was so hot already from my sunburn. i mean tan. so it would have killlllled. yes then i went to my grand ma mas and slept till forever and now im home and i just ate some cinnamon cake and it was freakin great. talk to you hoes lata. 1 comment||post comment

[29 Jul 2005|10:14pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Jimmy Eat World ] HEY NUB SKILLETS. so today was like, great. i had lots of fun. i haven't had lots of fun for a while actually. cause im like hi i dont drive so i have no transportation........ANYWHERE. but yeah so i woke up and went to my gramas house. then i called cammie at 11 and hes like IM STILL SLEEPING, and im like geez whore, wake up or something. so he calles me back like 45 min later and we were walking and we met up and what not. then we went in da pool and cammies like JUMP OFF THE WALL and i was like eff you. then we made jokes about chaddie being bald, and it was just a grand old time. SO THEN i called nicole and shes like IM NOT GOING TO RSM so im like YA WATEVA, so cammie and me took the bus to school. ((for his gay homo sectional gayness.)) so we're like on the bus and this man behind us is like hi, i have a nub. and i lean ova to cammie face and im like DUDE CAMMIE I FREAKING NUB YOU. and hes like UH WAHH!? and im like I NUB you. and hes like WAH?? and im like omg ur so stupid. then he sees it and we both crapped out pants of laughter. so much for bus adventures and dirty mexican men with missing fingers. AND SO THEN we get to school and cammie and i had a parade with my WARM VANILLA SUGAR body spray and attacked everyone with it, and apparently it smells like barbie doll hair? ya wateva ashley. and then i sat through that cuz i had no other choice, and erin and kevin show up. i was like holy crap kevin, your friggin rad, cuz he has this like really cool energy and hes just a nice guy. so i made him take chads bike and chad got kinda mad but he's over it. and they were like K BAI WERE GONA GO MAKEOUT NOW. im like ya ok. AND THENNNNNNNN ashley and i were stranded at school cause both of our families think its cute to neglect us. so we're like doo doo doooo talking about everything cuz shes my bestest friend and we do that. and then we left mister gray some awesome post-it notes on his ugly car. im gona miss gbone like mad. so yea then we chiiiiiiiiiiiilllllll at her house for a while and then go to walmart. i like ashleys mom. we agree on alot of stuff. HAHAHAHA. SO WHAT KIND OF STORE SELLS BAGS OF APPLES BUT NOT MARSHMELLOWS?! thats weird. so walmarts like we're gay and dont sell those. ashley and i were taken aback by this. then i left. then i went to youth group. harassed my main squeeze paul carbajal and came home. OH HELLZ YES. BEACH TOMORROW. YAYYYYYYYYYYYY post comment

bored [28 Jul 2005|03:44pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | The Rocket Summer ] wuddddddaaaaaaaap. So iam totally bored. I'm in oceanside and there is seriously nothing to do. like, i wake up, then i sit on the computer or in front of the tv all day. HOLY CRAP. oh well. i dont think im doing anything fabulous for the rest of the day, but thats alright. i should just appreciate the fact that it's summer, right? RIGHT?! So nicole got her bronco. which is freaking amazing because that car totally owns you. we're going to go offroading and all that good stuff. and sleep in the trunk area, too. we can't let this puppy go to waste. aaaaaaaah it's gona be sweet. I think i like this boy. i don't know for sure, though. but he is quite amazing, i must say. DONT BOTHER ME AND ASK ME WHO IT IS BECAUSE IM GOING TO BE IMMATURE LIKE A 5TH GRADER AND KEEP IT A SECRET. for now anyways. so just back the effff upppp. =) oh my gosh im so scared. my wittle baby kitty hasnt been home since this morning. IVE ALREADY LOST 2 CATS SINCE I'VE BEEN HERE!!!!!!!!!! if this one dies, ill die. hes like, my pride and joy. oh my gosh i wish he was a human. he'd be sooo chill. he's like really dumb and clueless as a cat, but in a really cute way. hahaha ya shutup im weird. CALL ME OR SOMETHING I WANT TO HANGOUT. im bored. =] post comment

HOLY CRAP [28 Jul 2005|12:05am] [ mood | sleepy ] holy crap. Iam such a terrible person. I said i'd be updating this thing everday, and I haven't touched it since freaking may 24th. hahaha at its like july now. oh dear. i told you i was never any good at this online journal crap. i'll never make it in the world as a writer. So drumline today. it's going well i suppose. I mean even though theres like, 2 of us in pit. not really, probly like 6. but still. HEY, at least it'll be easier to put up with then like 234203 ugly psychotic [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<sp?>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] holy crap. Iam such a terrible person. I said i'd be updating this thing everday, and I haven't touched it since freaking may 24th. hahaha at its like july now. oh dear. i told you i was never any good at this online journal crap. i'll never make it in the world as a writer. So drumline today. it's going well i suppose. I mean even though theres like, 2 of us in pit. not really, probly like 6. but still. HEY, at least it'll be easier to put up with then like 234203 ugly psychotic<sp?> children, so i shall not complain. I'm so freakin thankful for the summer. I mean, school is just super gay and i hate it and if i had to go right now i'd probably slit my wrists. I have a cold sore. It hurts alot. NO ITS NOT FROM ORAL SEX YOU FREAKS. it's actually cause i was in the sun on friday for like 20342 2304-2304 hours without any chapstick and my lips are totally sensetive to the sunlight. it's gay, because when i get them, my lip swells out to china and then some. =X yikes. DAMN MY GENE POOL. or whatever. sofposdfi pwoefwdf I love love love the fact that since it's summer, i get to do whatever i went, when i want and it's just amazing. i love going to the beach and soaking up the heat. i know i know, its not doing much for me..IM STILL WHITE! ya wateva your all pretty much just jealous anyways. im tired my eyes are gona fall out of my face. peace out nigsssssssss =) post comment

yea.. [24 May 2005|08:25pm] [ mood | annoyed ] yeah ok so NO. today has been such a retarted day. Like seriously, everyone sucks right now. Theres SO much mo friggin drama, and to be honest, none of it is necessary. REMEMBER WHEN I WROTE IN MY MYSPACE TO SAVE THE DRAMA FOR YOUR MAMA? yeah well i wasn't kidding, just so you all know. I don't know I mean, being best friends with one person, then some days not knowing what the hell they think of you the next kind of sucks. I don't know what to make of it. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH But on much lighter notes.... Hokay SO! school today. It was alright..the classes went by uber fast because i'm used to block scheduling. which was actually kind of nice. but you know, things change. OBVIOUSLY. mahahaha. aanywhooo..i really love my friends. i really really do. to be totally honest, i'd probably shrivel up and die without 1 of them. They all do so much for me, and contribute to my life in so many ways, and if i didn't have them, i'd like....i don't know i'd just die or something. So my text message bill is going to be up the butt this month, and my mom is seriously going to seriously cut my throat. lol she'll probably take my phone away..then i'd fall into a deep depression. :-X lol not really, but yeah im gona get a friggin beating soon. UGHHH. this entry is pretty much complaining-filled so if your still reading it, props. well i'm out. toodles post comment

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm [23 May 2005|10:06pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional ] SO today was pretttty interesting... Well not really. Last night i talked on the phone with 4 different people, and that lasted till about 4:45 AM...it was crazy. Then i went to sleep and was randomly woken up by a certain someone named ROBERT COOPER.. yeah i'm gona kill you, PS. So then i went back to sleep till about 12:30 when i was woken up by my sisters butt..in my face. It wasn't very pleasant, mind you.. but anyways I was going to sit around all day and do homework and such, and i got about 50% of that covered..the sitting around part, that is. haha Im such a procrastinator..it's terrible. So then i watched this show about this man who was trapped in a canyon, and he had to saw him arm off in order to survive. it made me a little bit sick. :-X ughhhhhh. then my brother whipped me in the face with a towel, and it hurt so i got up and punched him in the kidney, and of course the little baby started to cry. I DONT CARE THOUGH. haha iam such a nice sister. =D so THEN i watched mtv's "i want a famous face"..these girls are mo friggin crazy. the things they go through just so their boobs hit people in the face when they walk. friggin ridiculous. but anyhow, so after all this went down, i got back online and here iam. i'm on the phone with ashley right now, and we're just talking about a bunch of random ish. But i thought i wouldn't be flaky and actually update this puppy. SOOOO until tomorrow.....BAI! post comment

pretty weird.. [22 May 2005|12:42pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Jimmy Eat World ] Wow. I haven't had an active online journal in so long. I chose to do this because I like writing down the way i'm feeling, but i didn't want to do it through myspace because people get all pissy if you write certain things, even if it does happen to be YOURspace. But whatever. So it's about 1 in the afternoon, and the day is going pretty well. I've only been up for about 2 hours, but Nicole is coming over, so I don't know what we're going to do. Haha I hope i remember to update this thing often, I always would forget what i had a xanga or a melo. haha melo! That was like, the thing to do in jr. high. But anywaysssssss...yeah i'm pretty bored. I'm listening to Jimmy Eat World, and i love them. Their music is friggin awesome, and for some reason it relaxes me. Things are going pretty smoothly in my life right now, nothing to stress over. Nicole and I came to the conclusion that we both have serious anxiety issues..haha but we have valid reasons. In the whole "love" aspect of my life right now, it's pretty retarted. Maybe if I got over things or something? It's obviously too much to ask of myself, and for some reason my feelings for people don't go away..for like, ever. But, i guess if i really want to get over something, I'm the only person who can make it happen. I act like it's something that is just supposed to go away on its own, but i've realized that it doesn't work that way..only YOU can make yourself get over something, and you have to WANT to in order for it to go away completely. I guess in a sense i don't want to get over this one thing because to me, if i did get over it, i'd have wasted a heck of a long time of my life on it. That and, to me it's pretty much worth the wait or whatever I have to do. Who knows, maybe i'm talking out of my ass? Probably. Well i'm gona go and find somethin to do. toodles post comment

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